Sunday, August 07, 2005
I just feel that everyone hates me...everyone is in an anti-hamdan clan....everyone just want me to leave...everyone just want me to cry...everyone just want me to be angry....
When can i just be normal...a normal guy...the old hamdan...the normal hamdan..is there another person inside me....is god hating me....or my fate is just like dat....fuck....fuck...fuck....i can explode anytime.....everyday is like an obstacle for me...people lied to me....people hate me....people throw shit on me...whats all this.... what did i do to u guys.....fuck...fuck...fuck off....
I seems to hate everyone right now...to tell the truth.....everyone......just need time to cool down...everyone FUCK OFF!!!!! Only nazlina knows how i truly feel..bcoz i dare talk to her...i dare to voice out to her....she can understand me....is that the only person.......YA.THATS IT....of all...only nazlina.......thanx dude....but does voicing out let the pain, anger and hurt go....NOpe....not for me...i still need time....alot of time......anger and pain just keep taking over me.....Is there any antidote for pain and anger....IF THERE IS...i need several.....eventhough im just 17....i think ive gone thru quite alot....what bout in 10 years time..is there more pain and anger....only this year..theres so much problems.......i cant take it anymore....Suicide is not the answer for anything....but ending lifes is so easy that everyday theres must be atleast 1 person who pass away....is that fate....so whats my fate? Having all this anger and pain...is that fate....? OR im the cause of all anger and pain.....no..not me....ARGHHHHHHHHHH........fuck...fuck fuck fuck....
Eventhough this entry wont make me feel any better...i will just keep it inside.... Thanx to whoever that told me the truth...eventhough the truth hurts...i have to accept it........FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.. What am i doing??? Shit...the window is just beside me...open it up and ending my life can be so easy.... but i must stay strong........
I think i stop now..or else i will throw this fucking com of mine.....ARGHHHHHH.
For all bitches and bastard.....GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR ENJOYING LIFE....... HATE EVERYONE.....FUCK OFF..STAY AWAY FROM ME....!!!!!!!
Danny Jackass Fucking Off With Anger.
Hamdan a.k.a Danny JackAss.
Equipments Needed : A floorball Stick, New Handphone, New Clothes
A JackAss That is totally in love with his ninja girl
To kill the rich and feed the poor
And to be everything that i want myself to be
