Monday, April 25, 2005
Hi guys....today its my birthday..some of my frenz do remember...thanx guys...they wish me happy birthday and i am very happy...bcoz it shows that they care and remember...but some ppl that spend 17 years of my life with me did not wish me. They knew it was my birthday..but they did not even wish me..They are my family..i am very upset.
They bring me go johore...i thought they goin to treat me or buy me something...but no..my mum collect her specs..we ate nasi briyani...like normal..watch movie....walk2 a little...it is like every sunday we did that..its like normal....not special at all...then my mum ask me what did i want...so i told her i want bag and a pair of shoe..i found the 1 that i want...but she say...next week go queensway and buy...if we buy next week..its like not my birthday...its not special anymore...
My sis have a special birthday treat....they bought her cake..cards....treat her makan in a restaurant....wow...i was like very impress...
Then it was my bro bdae....they bought him ipod...cake...card....t-shirt....wallet...more wow...that time i was like cannot wait for my birthday...and today....what did i get!!!!!!!!!!!!nothing....bloated stomach filled with normal food...memory filled with movies....fuck...i can cry right now... or maybe i go ITE and they not happy..and they punish me....punish me all u want...but not today...it is my birthday....shud be my happiest day ever....they were no photos taken....no hugs....no kisss.....what am i to them....a stranger....can i call them family.....im really upset...why must they do this to me....if my friends could wish me happy birthday...why cant they!!! i know im 17..and i dun need any party...but the special moment counts right...Im not after the present...but the care is wat i need today...i been waiting for them to wish me happy birthday....but nvm...who am i to them right....im just a piece of junk....shit i shouldnt say that...i shud say that i am nobody...
Dear family,
I love you all....but today you make me realise that im not that special...im not that person that will make you go through trouble to make me smile...im not a person who u care...is that u think of me..a stranger along the streets...im your son..ur last son...and this special moment only come once a year....not 2 or 3 times....today is the day that add to the happy memory list.....but i think you only care for my sis and bro...i know im not the son you wanted....if that is true..tell me okay....you know i think like this...because its my birthday today....and you didnt even care....
Dear family,
You just stab me in the heart...you created a wound in my heart that cannot be heal...only god knows...you make me suffer silently...you made me cry softly...you make me wonder if im someone...yes..i know im someone...but i think you dont care..
Dear family,
I will still love you like the same...but i will remember that you hurt me so much on 24th april 2005....i wont forget this date...
Anyway...thank you friends for remembering my bdae....love you all always...
Danny JackAss fucking off with a wound in his heart
Hamdan a.k.a Danny JackAss.
Equipments Needed : A floorball Stick, New Handphone, New Clothes
A JackAss That is totally in love with his ninja girl
To kill the rich and feed the poor
And to be everything that i want myself to be
