The JackAss Life Story

hey everyone

2006-04-09T12:14:00.000+08:00

hey pimps...im glad that im having my holiday right now..and my exams are over...but only for now....theres still my finals and attachment....and school for me now is much more fun than the holidays..holidays is so fuck up and boring..

My saturday was fun...spend time with my friends...all jackasses... we all don't care what people think bout us....so we just make as much noise as we want...follow people around..disturb groups of people...and did some pranks such as beating up my friend (act only) until the security came...hehee....make noises in the bus....animal noise..a horse and a sheep...hehehe.. but yesterday ive made someone angry..coz i promise that person i wanna meet but i did not coz im having so much fun with my friends...and my cellphone keep turning off..and i dunno y...and now i dunno how to cheer that person up..im sorry k..im really really sorry....

Today i dunno whether im going out...coz both my parents at home and they haven decide where to go...if they never go anywhere...i will go out with ma friends...and today is sunday, family day..sometimes i feel bad that im always out with ma friends...and not with my family...arghhh!!! ok..i decided to stay at home today...since my whole family will be home....hehehe..im such a good son...

Anyway...my holidays are quite boring coz most of my ite friends are working and im not...i need money...but i lazy to work... i need to take my license this month and i have no cash in my pocket...what am i gonna do..my friends already taking their license now.....im so jealous...and i will be taking the bus while my friends riding their motor...

So hows everyone? fine? tag me ya and tell me whats goin on with ur life aites....take care

bye pimps...XD

Danny JackAss Fucking off

Hello..im back

2006-02-27T11:58:00.000+08:00

Hey pimps...im back from blogging....sorry for not blogging for about 3-4 months i guess...or more...due to huge request...i mean not that huge..only 1 or 2 person..i will start blogging again aites...

Actually theres alot of things going on in my life...i met new friends...make new friends...and even fought with my friends...
In my tagboard....Some people said that when im in school..i act big...but actually im an emotional person...theres a soft side in everyone...u dun expect me to emotional-less rite? i do know how to love..but i people do make mistake...im not perfect..u are not perfect...but anyway..thanks for tagging pimps.....

To tell u pimps the truth...i do miss her...i made the biggest mistake in my life...but i cant do nothing...shes counting so much on me but i destroy it....and now shes cant trusting me anymore...but i wanna be back with her....i do love her...i wanna be back with her...but fat hope...i wont get her anymore...i think i will try...

Enough of love shit...now im single and available...hehehe....lifes fun for me...spending most of my time with friends...School gettin bored....now i wake up when i want and go school if i want....i missed class alot...shit..i hope i wont get debarred....My friends cool....now im addicted to the game BATTLEFIELD 2....the influence me....so mostly we will spend 4 bucks to play battlefield....One of my friends start to change...he now believes in love i guess....im proud of him...i wont get so detailed bout him aites....So everyone do fall in love....hmmm...

I think thats all pimps.....i will blog again aites...i wanna go school now....

DAnny Jackass Fucking off again

miss you

2005-11-17T02:58:00.000+08:00

Theres 1 thing i wanna say.. I miss you

Terrible Life

2005-11-04T16:55:00.000+08:00

Hi pimps.....Selamat HAri Raye..

ANyway...not going to write about the celebrations....just wanted to write about my love life...it sucks...you know y..? i put on high hopes..and in the end..it changes...just like that..why i always get treated the best at the starting point of a relationship..and when 2 or 3 months pass...they change....the love for me drop...the love for me change.....now..i cant trust love anymore...
And its unfair when u totally did nothing wrong or they just didnt want to tell me what i did wrong...I think of her all the time..does she?
And i can count how many times she said "love you too"...last time its countless...
Anyway..still loving you..

DAnny JAckass Fucking Off

MIss Her Lot

2005-10-26T03:22:00.000+08:00

Haiz...i miss my sayang lots..i have not meet her like for how many days already seh...its like my life is nothing without her... i understand dat u are busy sayang..hehe..i just wanna tell u that i love you and i miss u alot..

sad

2005-10-21T16:38:00.000+08:00

hey pimps....i wrote this post because now i felt really miserable and sad and sad and sad and sad...im totally out of words.. tears running down my heart....i just felt that something pierce into my heart....i just feel that im not important anymore....we use to share alot..alot of laughter....smiles....i just want the old her....maybe thats the old her...i hope im dreaming...i want to wake up from this nightmare....our calls seems to be quiet and peace right now....

I hope she still love me as much as she do...what i felt rite now is true...im really in deep sorrows.....what is happening? i love her alot..does she? I think that fucking bu**h make this happen...but she said no....but when she start to be in her life...everything seems fuck up...i really hate that fucking butch lah...i cant deny...i hope she read this...sorry sayang..i really hate her...i cant deny this fact...if u want to be angry with me because of that...i really cant understand...maybe u should understand my feelings sayang...last time we want to spend every minute with each other...now is different...

HAte this feeling....

Arghhhh! Fuck Up Life.........

Danny JAckAss Fucking off with tears and sorrows

saturday and sunday

2005-10-03T13:47:00.000+08:00

hey pimps...i had a very dull weekend....

Saturday- Planned to catch a movie with my sayang but unfortunately she had to follow her mom and aunt to johor...of all places, johor....haiz..3 straight saturdays never get to go out with her...as i was bored at my fucking house....i called up my school friends...and guess what..they are all lazy...what sak...for the first time i heard them lazy to go out on saturday...maybe they dont want to go out with me....nvm lah...So called my bestfriend, wan....he ajak me slack with him and the rest at bukit panjang...while slacking i suggested to go jamming..and wan said that at arab street got jamming studio..10 bucks per hour..thats cheap....so we went there...but due to time constraining and some intelligent and confident person...we didnt manage to go jamming..so we were stuck at arab street...went to some of malay heritage shop....very the interesting... Den went back to bukit panjang...go bukit panjang park and look for supernatural stuffs...didnt manage to see 1...but wan and ah gau saw 1....so lucky seh....so after that i and ah gau went back home....i borrowed ah gau guitar....hahaha....

Today- My sayang working...so cant go out with her..my parents went johor...so left me and my bro at home....bored to the max sak...my sayang is sick today...but due to her stubborn-ness she still continue working...degil tau sayang i nie..i gigit aru tau....haiz...she like to make me worry....ah gau came over to play x-box with me..hehehe,,,he always lose...danny kan pro....shit ah..tomorrow schooling...My exams are coming and i didnt study...haiz....whole watch tv.....called my sayang....ARGHHHHH!!! bored....

So..thats my weekend dudes....boring madness....anyway...i mish my sayang..2 days nv got to meet her...i hope she get well soon...anyway...i really want a new hp...so must save up money....haiz...and cannot eat...

I think thats all....

Danny JackAss Fucking Off

Ps: I love and mish you alot sayang...muaccckz

sore throat

2005-09-28T11:04:00.000+08:00

Hey pimps...didnt blog for quite some time...hmmm...im at home not going to school coz i have a very BAD SORE THROAT.... fuck...but im sure i will be going for floorball later...hahaha....im so lucky that i didnt get debarred from exams....2 of my friends was debarred...its unfair...the other class, not a single student get debar....Anyway school is now a normal activity for me...last time im so SEMANGAT to go to school but now..haiz..dunno what to say...my friends are still the best..they make me laugh, irritz me, and laugh at my lame jokes....but im lucky to have a crazy girlfriend in school...shes the clown of my heart..hyahaha...sorry dear...muackzz...

Theres alot of thing happening in school...people now know me as Danny JAckAss...shit..i shudnt have wear the jacket....my sayang got selected for the soccer team...i tot im sure going to fail my Excel, but i pass....but theres 1 thing that didnt happen...theres no fight in school...ITE is a popular school, for fightin....hahaha...funny ah..life seems to be upside down...i want a new handphone....i want a floorball stick...plz somebody buy me one...each person donate money and buy for me that lah...But i think no one would buy for me....hahaha...coz im a nobody what..just a jackass in school....but i want those things...if i can get one of those..i will be very happy....

Hey...me and my sayang have been together nearly a month..hahaha...for you its just a month..but for me...its meaningful for me...waiting for a month is like waiting for a year....so im glad to be with her..no matter how long is it....but i hope this can go far...hehehe..."dah lah orang tu on the day of our wedding dia gi keje...lepas tu makan kat changkat changi sak" den on hari nikah....dier gi geylang...wat is this.... MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHA...

Hey shit...my throat is like shit.....i think i better go now..

Danny JackAss Fucking Off

Ps: Happy Birthday HUDA....may god bless u with everything u wanted...heheh....eventhough kite tak rapat sangat..i just wanna wish you the best and hope this friendship wont end...bye bulu pehe....sorry takde present ah....

PS: Good luck sayang for your soccer match today..score for me goals aites...hehehe...i love you so much....muaccccckkkkkzzzz..a good luck kiss for you...."NAK ICE-CREAM"

wat a weekend

2005-09-19T02:11:00.000+08:00

hey pimps...u cant believe wat had happen to me this 3 days..friday, saturday, sunday....on friday, after school, i went to my friends house and i also dunno for what...reach there...they watch hindustan...fuck sak...i hate bollywood...den i my friend called..ask to come wan's house..to celebrate his bdae..so i went there...eat eat eat...play takraw den suddenly my whole body start to itch...and my face became swollen...shit...i dunno im allergy to wat..but this is my first time i had allergy...i take a cab home..ask my parents to send me to hospital...i was so sleepy there...i got 2 shots of injections....on the arm it was painful..on the butt was nothing...hehehe...went home..sleep...den my face ok already...
SAturday- didnt even go out...this is my secong saturday that i did not go out with my friends...shit...wasted sak..chill at home..play games..watch tv...eat...fuck sak..im like a useless slug.....
Sunday...at home...at home...all the way....

I miss my sayang so much...i never get to be with her on saturday for the first time..

I think thats all..

DAnny JAckAss FuckIng Off

Firts time in my life

2005-09-11T11:54:00.000+08:00

Hey pimps...im at home on saturday...First time in my LIFE! hehehe....shit..im bored at home..dinah went her family's chalet...im boredddd...what i did today? Play games...watch tv...talk on the fon with my dear...eat...Hey pimps..i wanna colour my hair ah..bored with blacck hair liao...so dont be surprise aites...

Haiz...tmr goin out..must practice for the role play..shit ah..im so lazyy...and i have no idea where we going..call osso nv pick up..what the fuck...anyway..i joined floorball...its fun man..thanx to arie hu gave me the confidence..haha....the people in floorball seem to be my type..funny..weird..funny..funny..and good at floorball..hehe...yeah..monday got fitness training..must come..must be committed...i hope i could make it to the first team ah...i want the school to see me play..hahahaha...and i need to buy floorball stick..hehe..just buy those cheap one lah..hehe..

Anyway...my friends relationship doesnt go out well...ader dah break up...ader tgh shaky...what the hell man...maybe this mnth is not a month for relationship...but mine seems to be fine...still merepekz...still nyek nyek nyek...hehe...and this time i really hope i can go far with my relationship...ok..i think thats all...nothing to blog..

Danny JackAss Fucking Off

haha

2005-08-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

hey pimps..guess what...zach, adib and i just woke up...and look what time it is...and we starting school at 8...and my school are fucking far...2hrs of journey...im still tired...sleepy..sleepy...sleepy....i hate this kind of feeling sak....wake up early morning den feel more tired...fuck..hehe...

I mish my cayang...guess what...i dreamt of her...hehe...so happy..pish ah pish...i love you dee...hehehe...nyek nyek nyek....

k ah..better sleep back...since we not going for the first lesson that is for like 3 hrs long..

Danny JackAss Fucking off

PS: Love you sayang..you are mine now...hehe

arghhh

2005-08-29T00:46:00.000+08:00

ok...why am i so stress up !! arghhhh!!! i dunno why nowadays i easily get jealous....i love her so much tats why...every little thing that she does...i will feel jealous...my head wanna burst...
I wanna to be with her rite now....i just want to put her in my arms.....i wanna feel her touch and her kisses...thats is what i want rite now...

MIssing her so much..i think i better stop writing.

Bye..

fun and confusion

2005-08-28T15:43:00.000+08:00

Hey pimps...yesterday's pit was fucking fun...everyone of my friends were fun..no regrets at all...
Its start with me and zach...we woke up ard 9..just to go bukit panjang and buy something...den after all fucking time we sacrifice for bukit panjang..the apek say the "thing" finish...babi sak...den we went back to yew tee...lucky i remember theres one more place that sells the thing..so lucky..we bought it..and we went to my mums canteen take food...ok..shudnt elaborate more...

Reach jurong east...accidentally met up with arie and his to quiet cuzies...arie brought so much food like we are going dere for days...hehe...den also met up with danny tiger..hehehe....den we reach bedok ard 3.30 lidat ah...waited for faiq like for shit long...k..den after that went dinah's house to help her carry all the food...wow....so much food...hehe...everything was like so heavy...wah..the journey to our pit was like fucking far...we were all exhausted..fuck sak...before pit already tired..hehehe.....i reach there later den dinah and the rest..coz i and danny talk alot..hehehe...it was fun...

Apon reaching the pit..i was shock what i saw from far...it was unexpected lah for him to dat lah...his my friend seh..i tot he shud understand how i felt...but maybe in love..best men wins...i think so...i was exhausted and he did tat...tangan ringan je...but bcos his my fren..i relax...den he was like so near her everytime...

dinah and i spend really alot of time together...quality time..i had fun with her....

Anyway...the food is okay....den at 1 sumting we all drank...they say i drink the most...okay..i dunno what happened osso...heheh...den at 4 am..dinah bring me to go see sun rise..hehe.,,at 4? wtf..hehehe....den during dat time we were forcing each other to sleep...den i got cobra's bite on my neck sak...fuck...very the big...hehehe..

Den the next day...we all pack and go at 8 am....fuck..so the earllllyyyyy....but nvm..we had fun..

__________________________________________________________

CONFUSE AND FEELING IN SECURE.

Im confuse..she say she love me so much..but i feel so insecure...becos of this another guy tat i suspect to like her too...and suddenly i felt that she likes the guy too...what the hell..i hate my thoughts...but when im with her..i really trust her that she love me...but why must think this way...she told me she love only me....but words can be said easily..what am i suppose to do rite now...GOD..i need u rite now....but what i can really do rite now is to trust her..and not to think negative...only fate can decide everything...

K..thats all pimps.

DAnny JAckass Fucking off

canty waity

2005-08-26T04:03:00.000+08:00

hey pimps...i cant wait for tomorrow's bbq pit...going to overnight..i think im gonna have so much fun...stress out u go...fun welcome to my life...i just cant wait to spend time with my close friends...i would like to thanx faiq for the hardwork, stress and anger he put in this pit...sorry if we did not help u much...maybe our plan all messed up...but i hope we will have a good hell of a time together...today going bedok to shop for the pit...we must have plenty of water and ice....no food i dun mind... but the drinks are important...someone hutang me kisses and hugs for tomorrow...jangan lupe eh bulu ketik....mmm..bushuk bushuk....hehehe....

Anyway..i broke up with april....im sorry if i hurt u april...maybe we are not meant to be with each other...hope we can be good friends...hehe...smile always...

K lah pimps...nothing much to write...

Danny Jackass FUcking off

2005-08-23T12:34:00.000+08:00

"Hyper-Insomnia-Para-Condrioid"

Silence is ringing in my head
Stuck on repeat
Not much longer I'll be dead
So just forget me
I'm losing my mind
And I don't think you could save me this time

And it goes

[Chorus]
On and on
And I just feel helpless
how long will this take to wear off?
On and on
When will I get through this?
Welcome to my own down and out

I'm falling deeper in this hole, to disaster
I'm gripping what I thought control, was falling faster
I'm losing my mind
And I don't think you could save me this time

And it goes

[Chorus]
On and On
And I just feel helpless
how long will this take to wear off?
On and on
When will I get through this?
Welcome to my own down and out

It's dragging on
I'm wearing thin
I can't stop these walls
They keep caving in
It's gone too far
Where's my mind?
Why can't time stop fear this paranoia?

It's a never ending story!
and it starts with me!
It's a never ending story!
And it starts with me!

And it goes

[Chorus]
On and on
And I just feel helpless
how long will this take to wear off?
On and on
When will I get through this?
Welcome to my own down and out

Welcome, welcome
welcome to my own down and out
Welcome, welcome
to my own down and out
(i'm falling further)
welcome to my own down and out

Unsure

2005-08-23T11:46:00.000+08:00

Is there anyone that could listen to my thoughts?

Is there someone that can give me a helping hand?

Is there any feelings for her?

Why the feelings seems to fade away?

What did she do that made me this way?

What did i do that made me this way?

Or what did we do that made us this way?

Everything seems fuck up

Is everything about sacrificing?

Or it is just my fate that this happened?

Why can't i be happy? And be normal human being

Bury me and let me die

Carry me away just to make me happy

Whats the best solution that can make me happy?

Everyone just can't understand me

Im just unsure what to do

Do i still love her?

Or my love for her had fade away

What causes all this?

I just need time. Alot of time to think and be sure what to do

Why can't we get along

Why my life seems to have no freedom

God, please listen to me

I don't know and unsure what to do

Maybe love from first sight fuck alot

We can't understand each other

Or is it too fast?

There must be some errors

Because everything goes so well

But after all laughters and smiles

Tears, sadness, anger just hurt my ears

Am i irresponsible in a relationship

I THINK I AM

DANNY FADING AWAY FROM LOVE

Danny JackAss Fucking Off

PS: Let me think

2005-08-17T13:48:00.000+08:00

Do you know why i cant forgive you...because ive been lied by someone i trust alot before...its neither a stab from the back nor from the front...its stab through my heart...and all the feelings just burst into anger and hatred...its easy for me to forgive a person...but this is a totally different matter...its difficult for me to accept a lie like dat...i know i got APRIL...and i shouldnt do this...but this is how i feel..and no one can stop me...only god understand how i feel...god will understand the pain in my heart...the anger in my head...if u cried bout this...i feel worst than dat...
whenever i think about this...i feel like crying...i feel that im so so stupid to get cheated....but i keep strong...coz i know i can...did you ever ask yourself why you did this..have you ever try asking yourself how i felt....HAVE YOU!!! I think no...because im just another guy who can be a toy that can be played with anytime...
you will understand how i actually felt one day...and how actually i felt NOW...

No one can let me forget bout this matter..Not even my closest friend....i have never done this to anyone...but only you..coz what you did is far worst than any other problems...if you want to clarify things...why not..maybe it can make me feel better... but eventhough it makes me feel better...i will still not forgive you bout what happened....if you say im immature...i DONT CARE....i think you are too MATURED and thats why you did this to me...and thats why you lie...and thats why you dont know how i feel....Ya..you are MATURED...

ya..everyone say..let the past be the past...but the past created my future...my anger...my hatred...my pain...i think you should not have cried just now...you are showing that you are weak...if you are strong to lie to me...you must be strong to accept the consequences....someone ask me to APOLOGISE to you...but i wont..never...coz what i wrote is what i feel...

k lah eh...this is enough for today...

Danny JackAss Fucking Off while leaving tears on his keyboard

PS: GOOD LUCK WITH THE GUY

2005-08-16T12:17:00.000+08:00

I have still not forgive you after what you did...and i will promise myself that i wont forgive you till the end of life...i am still angry...no point asking anyone whether i am still angry at you...you should know yourself....you can ask me...YES..! I AM ANGRY!! THATS MY ANSWER...I HATE LIARS...I HATE LIARS....I HATE LIARS......
Everyone will like wondering who is the liar...i wont answer you...coz no point having lots of people knowing..coz it wont solve the problem...and guess what...good luck with that guy you are processing with...coz i think last time you told me that you try to fall for him so dat you could get over me...so funny...fuck off...whats with the confession last time we said to each other.....? is that a lie too....whats with the "no, no one can replace you"
FUCK OFF...then when you were processing with that guy...you told him that you treat me as what ADIB AND ILA TREAT EACH OTHER...fuck ar eh......i dun mind if you with other guy...but the truth is still the truth...what for lie....to save yourself....
I AM VERY ANGRY....HATRED IS IN ME.....IF YOU THINK THAT THIS PROBLEM COULD BE SOLVE JUST LIKE THAT....NONONO.....LET ME DIE FIRST...THEN I FORGIVE YOU....

I dont trust you anymore.....i dont want to talk to you......i dont want any of your bullshits....i dont want to see you anymore.....i will just treat you as a stranger in my class...my school....my life....coz you are digging your own grave....NO ONE HAVE EVER DID THIS TO ME BEFORE....IF you felt upset after reading dis....you should...coz you dont know how i felt when you lied to me....

Danny JackAss Fucking Off

Ps: This post is only meant for special fucking liar....

i hate liars

2005-08-09T23:31:00.000+08:00

I HATE LIARS
LIARS, I HATE YOU ALOT
LIARS WHO BROKE MY HEART AND MAKE ME ANGRY
LIARS WHO PLAY GAMES WITH MY HEART
LIARS WHO FUCK AROUND
THEY WILL ONE DAY DESERVE THE SAME TREATMENT
THATS ALL KARMA
LIARS SHOULD JUST BE KILLED
LIARS SHOULD JUST BE PROSECUTED
I HATE THEM, SO FUCKING MUCH
DON'T ASK ME WHO
IF THE PERSON KNOW ITS HIM/HER, JUST SHUT UP
ANGER CONTROLLED ME
PAIN EATING MY HEART
SADNESS DROP AS TEARS
REVENGE INFLUENCING ME
HATRED IS MY NAME
ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW I FEEL
IN MY ENTIRE LIFE, NO ONE CHEATED OR LIE TO ME THAT HURT ME SO MUCH
WHATS YOUR PURPOSE?
WHAT YOU WANT?
I HOPE YOU ARE CELEBRATING YOUR VICTORY AND SUCCESS.
APOLOGY WON'T HEAL ME
MONEY WON'T SHINE ME
A SMILE WON'T MEND THE BROKEN ME
NOTHING CAN BE THE ANTIDOTE
IM NOT IN A DREAM RIGHT?
IM CONFIDENT THAT IT HAPPENED
A LIAR
A FUCKER
A FAKE
ENTERING AND DESTROYING MY LIFE
"Words can be said easily, but you don't know what going to happen after you said it. Especially saying something meaningful and loving. And if you lied, the person you said it to, will have a hard time forgetting about it."

Danny JAckAss Fucking Off

PS: You should have not lied!!!!!! LIAR

Fuck

2005-08-07T02:28:00.000+08:00

Fuck....hey pimps....Fuck....everything seems wrong for me...can i just be normal...fuck..everything i do something...there must be some mistake....i know everyone make mistakes....but not all the time..but what i feel is not normal...i will be happy when im outside...but when im at home...i will think bout what i have done...and i will feel something wrong or i will feel guilty.....
I just feel that everyone hates me...everyone is in an anti-hamdan clan....everyone just want me to leave...everyone just want me to cry...everyone just want me to be angry....
When can i just be normal...a normal guy...the old hamdan...the normal hamdan..is there another person inside me....is god hating me....or my fate is just like dat....fuck....fuck...fuck....i can explode anytime.....everyday is like an obstacle for me...people lied to me....people hate me....people throw shit on me...whats all this.... what did i do to u guys.....fuck...fuck...fuck off....
I seems to hate everyone right now...to tell the truth.....everyone......just need time to cool down...everyone FUCK OFF!!!!! Only nazlina knows how i truly feel..bcoz i dare talk to her...i dare to voice out to her....she can understand me....is that the only person.......YA.THATS IT....of all...only nazlina.......thanx dude....but does voicing out let the pain, anger and hurt go....NOpe....not for me...i still need time....alot of time......anger and pain just keep taking over me.....Is there any antidote for pain and anger....IF THERE IS...i need several.....eventhough im just 17....i think ive gone thru quite alot....what bout in 10 years time..is there more pain and anger....only this year..theres so much problems.......i cant take it anymore....Suicide is not the answer for anything....but ending lifes is so easy that everyday theres must be atleast 1 person who pass away....is that fate....so whats my fate? Having all this anger and pain...is that fate....? OR im the cause of all anger and pain.....no..not me....ARGHHHHHHHHHH........fuck...fuck fuck fuck....
Eventhough this entry wont make me feel any better...i will just keep it inside.... Thanx to whoever that told me the truth...eventhough the truth hurts...i have to accept it........FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.. What am i doing??? Shit...the window is just beside me...open it up and ending my life can be so easy.... but i must stay strong........
I think i stop now..or else i will throw this fucking com of mine.....ARGHHHHHH.

For all bitches and bastard.....GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR ENJOYING LIFE....... HATE EVERYONE.....FUCK OFF..STAY AWAY FROM ME....!!!!!!!

Danny Jackass Fucking Off With Anger.

The New Me

2005-08-01T14:18:00.000+08:00

Hey pimps...just got back from Arie's house...fantabulous!!! His house is so the big...well furnished and guess what his mother feed us with mee rebus...i hate mee rebus...but i appreciate it...hehe..thanx arie and his mom....Den watch scary movie...after that jamming in his room...Me, arie and faiq showing our own talent...haha....no life without music..Naz and dinah dah balik earlier...thay got other plans...left me adib april and faiq....fantastic!!! Best giler...play PS2.. fifa street...im bad at it...even arie's brother with 2 broken fingers can win me...shit..paiseh sak... but i will never give up....revenge!!! haha....Anyway...BIG NEWS...i cut my hair.....shit now ppl say i looked like a girl...i know i got girl face....but its difficult to find my kind in singapore..hahah... Anyway...love my hairstyle....love the new image....love myself.....Eeeeee! love myself??? aper tu??

We really had fun just now....Tomorrow must go do project with nazira, adib, apek and shafiqah... haiz...hope can wake up ah....hehehe...called nazira hp off...den how to confirm with her....

Ya i will to say congratulations to my bro ARIE....his floorball team won 2nd place...its a miracle...their team is only 3 weeks old....and they won 2nd....proud giler sak...Eventhough arie only played 1/3 of the game....he really showed his confidence and spirit....must learn from him...hehehe...support him all the way sak.....sampai tekak sakit....

Anyway, me and nat are okay...friends as per normal...no more fighting i hope...haha...gd luck nat tembam for ur future...

Thats all pimps...

Danny JackAss fucking Off

Ps: Hey arie thanx for all the fun we had at ur house...fantasbulous

bitch

2005-07-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hi pimps...ya today i wanna talk about different types of bitches...
1) Bitch who talk about other people, and think they are so good
2) Bitch who know how to talk big only in a blog
3) Bitch who have nothing to do and starts bitching around
4) Bitch who just fucking need to see themself inside the mirror

Of all the bitches, i only know 1, that is Natasha Nadia Bte Muhd Hafizd from Millenia Institute of Toh Tuck campus. I thing shes all of the above. If you think you are perfect, its ok. But now your hair look like shit..Y care if April my sayang use second hand things. The love is still there. And that time you told eventhough we feel akward, we must try to talk...ya rite..fuck you bitch..And last saturday during Bay Beats, i know you jealous, i know you feel fuck up..haha.. And you got the intention to tell me that you mosh, and someone like, touch your butt? So? You know what, my first impression of you telling me all this is to make me jealous. Secondly, all girls shud be angry if their "butt" have been touch..but you sounded alrite and still can continue gigging. And because of that, you sounded like a slut.Haha, sundal tepi bukit eh..Fuck you lah..I think you are the sundal and bitch tepi longkang..Dont think highly of yourself..Jangan nak step yang kau boleh dapat lelaki hebat... Look at farah and nurul, they didnt even say anything..I should thank you for giving me all the attention...I think all your free time you only think of me and april..haha..thank you..And you say, see who have the last laugh..
Ya, we should see... And ya...i hope you are still not happy with me and april. you can meet me and we talk...not only talk big in a fucking blog..ya good luck with the guy that you like...i hope its rizal....last time its like you have fucking feelings for him...because you tell me his not YOUR KIND, AND HE LOOK TYPICAL MALAY, AND NOT THE GUY YOU LOOKING FOR...ONE MORE THING, YOU SAID THAT HE IS NOT GOOD LOOKING...ONLY BITCHES AND SLUTS WILL GO FOR THE LOOKS...AFTER GETTING THE GUY YOU WANT, YOU CAN GO EAT YOUR CHOCOLATES AND GET HIGH BITCH...FUCK OFF!!

Ya i will end today's lesson about bitches...So long and good night pimps

Danny JackAss Fucking Off

Ps: Hey april, no need to care what that bitch wrote okay...love you so much...miss you...muackz

new blog skin

2005-07-25T11:56:00.000+08:00

Hey pimps...just got new skin..sorry for not blogging this few days, weeks, month but not years...been busy lately with school, friends and April...haha..I guess u all knew that i broke up with Nat. Because of certain reasons and misunderstanding...Now im leading my life normally and happilly again.. No more worries..
This weekend never got to meet april..she busy with her family...Miss her so much...Cant wait to meet her tomorrow...Maybe fetching her...Must wake up at 5 am...Hahaha...but its worth it lah.. School seems fun for me...my friends were all like me...very the noisy...can click with them easily..Got lot of friends with different character...
Naz- A my closest friend, she play sports, like to talk on the phone with dunno who osso..hard head..hehee...and funny

Dinah- Also one of closest, 1 word for her "joker", she laugh confirm i laugh

Adib- One of my blood brothers, nice-looking, cool, relax, but funny at times..

Zach-Malay-looking chinese..hehe..he also very chill, his laughter funny..

Ila-Very feminine, soft spoken,soft hearted but when comes in laughing and sleeping..she number 1.

Faiq- The master of puppets, gets people attention easily, but can get crappy sometimes..but he cool sak...blood brothers also

Firdaus- The "BBZ" clan members..hehe..u guys no need to understsand..he also one joker in class

Nabil- He in class like monkey...outside lone ranger...but can easily talk to him...can listen to my crappy jokes

Fy- Chinese looking malay girl, pretty, likes to laugh..eat very slow..will have no mood if hungry

Gerrard- Eurasion guy, Intelligent...polite...likes to laugh

Arie-He very kind, unselfish...he listen to me..talk to me..treat him as my bro..

Ailin- She quiet..and like hot dogs...hahaha..

Lastly April- My sayang, my notty girl, shes seems quiet..but once you get to know her..she nice..love her so much

Im officially with her rite now...12.13am 24th July 2005...

Thats all pimps
Danny JackAss Fucking Off

April

2005-07-24T16:09:00.000+08:00

Guess What People...We Are Together

Danny JackAss Fucking Off

ARHGH

2005-06-08T10:46:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DANNY JACKASS FUCKING OFF

2005-06-08T10:42:00.000+08:00

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THATS ALL...DANNY JACKASS FUCKING OFF!!!

Life have been straight

2005-05-30T08:42:00.000+08:00

Hi pimps...been busy lately so i didnt quite update my blog...life have been straight and boring.. Lucky got my sayang...First time Nat and I didnt go to town on saturday...we find town knda boring already...not much surprise....so yesterday nat and i have a quick dinner and have a nice walk around bukit panjang...its fun, funny, romantic and funny....did i say funny already..hahah...ya..seriously funny...nat cannot stand with my lame jokes...she kept laughing...mostly i like to irritate her...but she will still love me..right nat?? haha.....after that... she have to go home....we spend quality time together....so nice...hope can do it again....after sending her back home...go wans house take my elec guitar...suddenly one of our friend called...he ask whether we want to go jamming...at 11pm???? hahaha...and he say he blanja...aper lagi...rezeki tak boleh ditolak....we call masala jamming centre..and ask him to wait for us...hahaha....quite fun...if wans know how to stop singing and start singing at the right time....hahaa....reach home ard 2 am...by taxi...my friend's treat...so good....Anyway...i found a new job..will be working in the zoo...Restaurant in the wild....hahaha.....get to see many species...tomorrow have to go to work...and nat got school in the morning...i mean extra lesson...she having mid year exam after the holidays....
Today...i really miss nat so much...i dunno why also...i want to meet her..but both of us cannot go out...haiz...hope tomorrow can....i already plan wat to do during the june holidays

1) Spend most of my time with my sweetheart
2) Go sentosa with friends
3) Go sentosa with nat
4) Take the carlsberg tower ride with nat
5) Work
6) Buy nike air force shoe (full black)
7) Eat shushi
8) Go melacca with family 16june
9) Go school 20th june
10) go buy uniform with nat 14june
11) Kiss nat, hug nat, smell nat, feel nat, touch nat, irritate nat, luv nat, syg nat...haha

Ya think thats all...haiz not much time...school starting...shit man....time goes really fast....like bullet train...anyway guys...my number is not 90604319 anymore..its 93846874...so aniting sms me...anyone hu i dun noe...plz dun try to sms me...hahaha...and dun try to be funny...
Shit im very hungry rite now...so thats all pimps...gona eat something before i die...

Danny JackAss Fucking Off

Stress

2005-05-19T14:23:00.000+08:00

Hi pimps...actually I have nothing to write today...but just to fill up my free time i just force myself to write....today im going bukit batok driving centre at 6...haha...actually to follow my mum..because nat today must go toa payoh stadium..got sports heats..i will start driving when im 18...coz if i have a car..it would be easy for us to go anywhere... now we only go orchard coz theres a bus...and orchard is really fucking boring now...been there every saturday...is there any other freaking nice place in singapore....ya..talkinh about driving... you know woman are the most careless drivers in the world....im not BIAS or anyrhing..but seriously...they only act cool with their car..but drives slowly but srill careless....hahaha.... sorry nat....

Wah yesterday was fucking stress...actually it was nat...she stress because firstly...she had mock exam on friday and she knew it only yesterday...and she had geography mock exam...the exam that i heard id freaking difficult....so yester she could not sleep...i called her...she was like stress...and i comfort but get shit from her....hahaha....but nvm...i understand nat..if she stress her mood is like fucking bad....so i try to give her advise....nothing happened also..get shit all over me...den lastly..you know what makes her happy....I ask her to smile...onthe phone...then suddenly i heard her yawning..then i tell her..her face must be fucking ugly because how can she yawn while smiling....then you know what..she laugh and laugh...haha..den we talk anout the photos we took...hahaha...lucky shes alrite...slept ard 2am....i love her so much...i cant see her in sadness...she too cute to be sad....shes too beautiful to be stress...shes too red to be a durian..huh??what am i talking about...hehe..her cheeks are freaking red...hehe...so cute and adorable..feel like eating those cheeks coz they looked like apple...hehehe..muackz to you nat...

Sayang..jgn stress byk2 tau...nanti muker cepat tua....haha...i syg you alot...and i hope you feel that way too...I think thats all pimps..

Danny JackAss Fucking Off

Friends

2005-05-16T14:58:00.000+08:00

Pool La La

Wow Ken..Nice Scratch..Haha

Look At Those Long Fingers

Its Ken Again..Goin For That Lady's Ass

And Ravi The Master Of Filipinos

I hope that lady's butt you looking at is nice

Look At his cute haircut

"hello ah ma, i cant buy you onion today, im at orchard with my friends"

Dont Cry ken, you can still win me pool..haha

Ravi is drunk..after drinking LJS lemon tea

Hey look! Another cute BUTT!

Hi everyone...today was "guys day out...it was fun...thanx guys...we were all fucking irritatate by the troops of filipinos..hahah...totally...it was awesome....i think thats all pimps...

Danny JackAss Fuckinh Off

Ps: Thanx Ravi, Ken And Afiq....haha..its was seriously fun.

hamdan forever

2005-05-14T15:46:00.000+08:00

Anniversary Rhumba Mocha Mania

My wedding ring

Nat's Wedding Ring

The Married Couple

From Serious

To Crazy

To Overly excited

To disgusting

So Sexy

Maniacz

Delicious

From Scary

To Pretty

To Nerdy

So Pretty

So Handsome

At Last, Happy Ending

I love you nat..we really have so much fun today..especially at Starbucks...hehehe...we start our crazinness there....hehehe...today we really let out our stupidity and crazy virus...hehe...syg you so much....k lah i think thats all pimps..

Danny JackASS Fucking Off

i everyone

2005-05-14T03:12:00.000+08:00

Hi pimps...long time i didnt blog...been busy lately with my sweetheart sasha..ehehe....everyday must spend time with nat..if not we will miss each other like crazy...hehehe....im serious...most of the pimps said..."dont spend time with each other too much, or you will get bored"......haha...get bored with nat the sweet ass...!! no way!!! its just that if we really love each other we wont get bored...because we know everyday theres something new going to happen...and that is that the love we had increase...so everytime it increases...the more we want to spend time with each other..haha...i think we are a wierd couple...hahah...even nat said that...oh shit...my friends are going to start school and life will be like normal...and shit..ken is starting school soon....later cannot play pool...ken play pool with me before your school starts aites....and you know theres going to be dozens and dozens of girls chasing for you...hahahaha...good luck babe....

Anyway...nothing really happen today....today im going bugis with my sayang...she wanted to change skirt..she bought one that doesnt fit..hehehe...aiyo...dah "cinta cholestrol"...but i will still sayang you lah nat...dun worry....if you can sayang me as a gendut...i can sayang you as a tembam...hahahha...anyway...yesteday nat came over my house a watch some vcd..cartoons....mtv...haha...yesterday was fun...she look so cute whenever she watch tv...hahaha....and tomorrow is going to be our special day.....tomorrow is our 3rd month anniversary...time pass really fast....and i thought nat and i already 5 years in relationship....hehehe...i really need to think another poem for tomorrow..so better look out for my blog tomorrow...hahaha....and anyone whos anniversary is tomorrow, i wish you guys good luck...

I think thats all pimps...
Danny JackAss fucking off

ps: I love u alot nat...syg kau loads and loads...miss you so much...i want you...i need you...hug you..kiss you...muackz...treasure you...hahahaha...so many you......muackz..love you

boring

2005-05-06T03:57:00.000+08:00

Hi pimps...Sorry for not blogging this past few days..weeks..months? I just dunno what to write.. Everyday i would do nothing...my life is so predictable...wake up...go play game..meet nat..send nat home...go wan's house..lepak...go home...call nat...sleep...that is what i have been doing for this holidays....

I really can't wait to go school...I cant stand it at home..fucking boring...Ya Last Sunday i went KL...fucking boring..i didn't know that nat misses me like crazy..only 2 days and miss me like i gone for decades...hehe...cute seh..i miss u too nat...i hope you like the gift i gave you...we bought a ring (silver okay) and engrave our name on it...nat engrave my name..and i engrave her name..so everytime i miss her..i can look at it and kiss it...haha..isnt it romantic...

And ya..i really want to buy this game..fucking cool..."DEATH JAM" Im fucking addicted to the game..everyday must go wan's house and play...hehe...check it out k... anyway...14th may..it will be our 3rd month anniversary...haha...so happy..and u know what....its on Saturday..haha..shiok..

And one more thing...Carl...i really have noe time to argue with you..but how can you say that im a bad influence to nat...if you really want to argue...we can meet up and settle...by talking...i dun want to argue orite...because i dont want to make nat angry..i listen to her..not you..say anything you want to say bout me..because you are just wasting your own time talking bout me that didnt affect me any bit..anyway..from now onwards we go through our own life..if see each other say hi..if u want to..Nat is my girlfriend..if im a bad influence...she can know..she is intelligent and smart...she would not accept me if im a bad infleunce...i love her..and she love me....okay..so buzz off....and i dunno bout the bukit panjang people..if they hate me and my bunch off groups...you should ask them how much they hated you...i hope you not angry or aniting...sorry if i say this...

Anyway nat..i already promise you that i wont fight anymore...i hope you trust me...syg and love you so much..from now onwards i will be a good boy..hahaha...or be a good gendut..hehe...love you loads and loads....anyway..im gonna fetch you today...hehe..yeah..cant wait to kiss you..hehe....

Ya...everyone...school is starting...and life will be normal again...i wish you guys good luck aites...dont sleep in class..tutorials or lecture orites...hahaha...our principal is not harphal..no pramjit singh..and no miss ong...haha...we can enjoy in school liao..heheh..no need to stress okay..break a leg..hehehe....

Okay i think thats all folks...chill...oh shit i have not yet bath..i forgot..haha

Danny JackAss fucking off

ps: i love you nat..i syg you loads and loads..i hope we last long till our death..Muacks..

Birthday

2005-04-25T12:53:00.000+08:00

BORING BIRTHDAY

Hi guys....today its my birthday..some of my frenz do remember...thanx guys...they wish me happy birthday and i am very happy...bcoz it shows that they care and remember...but some ppl that spend 17 years of my life with me did not wish me. They knew it was my birthday..but they did not even wish me..They are my family..i am very upset.

They bring me go johore...i thought they goin to treat me or buy me something...but no..my mum collect her specs..we ate nasi briyani...like normal..watch movie....walk2 a little...it is like every sunday we did that..its like normal....not special at all...then my mum ask me what did i want...so i told her i want bag and a pair of shoe..i found the 1 that i want...but she say...next week go queensway and buy...if we buy next week..its like not my birthday...its not special anymore...

My sis have a special birthday treat....they bought her cake..cards....treat her makan in a restaurant....wow...i was like very impress...
Then it was my bro bdae....they bought him ipod...cake...card....t-shirt....wallet...more wow...that time i was like cannot wait for my birthday...and today....what did i get!!!!!!!!!!!!nothing....bloated stomach filled with normal food...memory filled with movies....fuck...i can cry right now... or maybe i go ITE and they not happy..and they punish me....punish me all u want...but not today...it is my birthday....shud be my happiest day ever....they were no photos taken....no hugs....no kisss.....what am i to them....a stranger....can i call them family.....im really upset...why must they do this to me....if my friends could wish me happy birthday...why cant they!!! i know im 17..and i dun need any party...but the special moment counts right...Im not after the present...but the care is wat i need today...i been waiting for them to wish me happy birthday....but nvm...who am i to them right....im just a piece of junk....shit i shouldnt say that...i shud say that i am nobody...

Dear family,
I love you all....but today you make me realise that im not that special...im not that person that will make you go through trouble to make me smile...im not a person who u care...is that u think of me..a stranger along the streets...im your son..ur last son...and this special moment only come once a year....not 2 or 3 times....today is the day that add to the happy memory list.....but i think you only care for my sis and bro...i know im not the son you wanted....if that is true..tell me okay....you know i think like this...because its my birthday today....and you didnt even care....

Dear family,
You just stab me in the heart...you created a wound in my heart that cannot be heal...only god knows...you make me suffer silently...you made me cry softly...you make me wonder if im someone...yes..i know im someone...but i think you dont care..

Dear family,
I will still love you like the same...but i will remember that you hurt me so much on 24th april 2005....i wont forget this date...

Anyway...thank you friends for remembering my bdae....love you all always...

Danny JackAss fucking off with a wound in his heart

Birthdays

2005-04-22T13:11:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone. Sorry for not updating this few weeks. Been very tired, restless and everything. I cant wait to go school. Can die staying at home alone. What am I goin to post today. Ya, Nat and I have gone through 2 months of relationship on 14th April. For me its like we have gone through years of relationship. Time past really fast. And my birthday is coming. Becoming older now. Can still remember our secondary school and primary school life. Really FAST if you try to recall.
Anyway my darling really2 restless this week. Meet me, talk for awhile then sleep. Haha. So cute. I thought shes been neglecting me, but she told me that she is really tired. I trust her. Last Saturday went sentosa with nat and her friends. They were cool. Easy to talk with. I force Nat to deep inside the water. Haha. She got sunburn. And i got sunburn. But Nat is the worst. Her body is not tanned but burned. Hahaha.
I really have nothing to talk about. Lastly, I would like to wish atiqah, razali, mardiana and my a HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to me, atiqah, razali and mardiana
Happy birthday to you

Yeahhhhhhh...pee pooo pee pooo...pop pop pop....

Alrite..Danny JackAss fucking off

PS: I sayang you alot nat..miz you..need you..want you..hug you..kiss you..love you very very much..muackz

Love

2005-04-14T02:39:00.000+08:00

Love

Everyone thinks that love is a simple task in life. You get the girl or the guy you

want and that will be the end of the story. The story goes on. Love begin with

trust. If you trust that person, it will be easy for you to love him or her. Love

without trust is like a ship without its engine. The ship won't last long and cannot

go far.

Secondly, love goes along with honesty. Honesty can make your partner trust you.

If you are not honest and always lying, your partner will always have doubts in

you. That will affect the love deeply. The love can simply decreases. So don't ever

lie to your partner.

Sincerity is the next step to have a good relationship. You must be sincere enough

to love that person. You must show your partner that you will love him or her

eventhough she or him does not satisfy you. Eventhough she or he does not kss

you, you know deep inside her or his heart, they really want to kiss you. And you

know you will get it.

Lastly, its loyalty. Be loyal to your partner. That is the best way. Be strong. If you

see another charming guy or a beautiful lady. Relax. Always keep this in your

heart. "Your partner will always be the best". If your thinking goes on like this,

99.9% you and your partner will last long. you know why I say 99.9%. Because of

fate. If God want us to die one day, we will.

So the good package of love is, trust, honesty, sincerity and loyalty

So Natasha, I really appreciate to have you as my girlfriend.
Sayang you always

april's fool

2005-04-02T12:29:00.000+08:00

April's Fool
Today i did 2 major pranks. The VICTIMS are my mum and Ridzuan Hakim my gd friend.
I try to prank on my sayang. But tak jadi.Let me tell you bout the prank. Hope you laugh your lungs out. Hahaha.

Prank 1- My Mum was sleeping. Suddenly I shouted and i start crying. I show her my hand. I told her that i cut myself very deep. My mum start to panic. She pick up the phone and called my dad. Everything sounds so serious already. Then suddenly, I shouted April' s fool. I told my mum that the blood was actually ketchup and some colouring. And i tell you have just been punk'd by Danny JackAss. Haha. She gave me the evil smile saying that she having a revenge.

Prank 2- I call Ridzuan. I asked to him lepak with me under his block. So he say okay but after he finish eating and praying. I say ok. 10 mins later, he called me. He asked where am I. And i asked him why people call me Danny JackAss. And i asked him what day is it. And i shouted April fool. Hahaha. Kesian Wan. Dier Dah siap penat, pas tu kana April's Fool.

So who dare challenge Danny The JackAss.. Hahaha..Thats all bitches and bastard

Danny jackass fucking off smiling

Look Alike Contest

2005-03-31T16:22:00.000+08:00

The WannaBE Contest
Contestant=Danny

He is really a wannaBE

Score- 8/10

He put a lot of hardwork, thumbs up!

He would score full if he didnt smile

Lastly, the real person and the wannabe.

At the end of the contest, the wannabe won a million dollars. And you know what, the wannaBE went straight to plastic surgery to look like Natasha Nadia. This is a true story.
THE END

danny jackAss fucking off

Me And YoU

2005-03-26T12:26:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone. Sorry for not updating for this few days or maybe weeks. Haha. Busy with my sayang. Haha. Showing you some photos. Me and my sweetheart. Some of the pics, you can see that i and nat looked alike. Like brothers and sisters. But i hope we looked matching. Haha. I just hate smiling. So if you see some of the photos im smiling, that means i was force to smile. Haha. Anyway i love you darling, muacks

Me And You Together

All about her

2005-03-17T10:43:00.000+08:00

Hi. Just reach home. Haiz, very tired. Wan and i overnight at yew tee area. Sit down, walk around. All this not planned. Because yesterday we had to attend business seminar den we took the last Mrt train home. It was 1230+ and there are no other transportation for wan to go bukit panjang. So wan decide to overnight at my area. It was not fun at all. Theres no food. No drinks. Lucky got money. Haha. And theres alot of 7 11 at my area. Call my sweetheart. She slept late. She say she not tired. Haha. I really miss her. I kept thinking of her since just now. And i dunno why. Never felt this way before. I really miss her. My life is all about her. Im so happy that my parents have approved my realationship with her. And i dunno about her parents. Haha. Love you sayang. Muackz.

Today my brother birthday. No need to buy him anything. Haha. Give money enough
Love you alot Nat, Muackz

Thats all
Danny JackAss fucking off

Happy 1st Month Anniversary Sayang

2005-03-15T03:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 1st Month Anniversary Natasha. Love you alot. I hope this 1 month will lead us to 1 year and a year will make us go forever. Today is the best day i ever had. A month pass by so fast. And many things occured in the first month. I want to say sorry in anything that i had done wrong. Next month I will try my best to give you full of happiness and smile.
Eventhough I have nothing to give you for our anniversary. I still have my heart and my love to give you. You are very important to me. You make me smile and make me like I was special. You are my everything that I wanted. We were meant to be with each other. Your smile melts my heart. Your kiss gave me happiness. Your hug gave me warmth. Everything about you is perfect for me.
Eventhough this is only our first month its feels like we had been together for years. No one can make me feel this way. Only you sweetheart.

Enough of my sweet talk. Nat, i really want to be with you forever. I do not want any fights to happen again. Tears of love wasted wasted in every fight. So nat, i promise not to make any mistake again. I love you alot nat, hope you feel it that way too. And Happy Anniversary

And for Farah and Afiq, Happy Anniversary too. Haha

Thats all
Danny JackAss Fucking Off

Life

2005-03-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

Life is just full of ups and down. I say this because my life have gone through many ups and down. One moment you will make big mistake that you didn't realise and hurt your love ones. Within days you can change alot and you don't even know that you have change. The person you love will cry silently and you don't even care. You have been ignorant and you just act normally. And finally your love ones had enough and will voice out and then we will realise . But now I am happy that everything is ok. I am sorry if I hurt you in any way. No one can replace the piece of my puzzle in my heart. Only you can.

Okay. Enough of being too EMO. But what i say is sincere to the person i love the most. Anyway. Had fun with my sasha today. Go out for a movie. We watched the hitch. I dont recommend you guys to watch. Very boring. Im serious. Wanted to watch white Noise but 9.30pm. So the only show that time is the hitch. Starting of the show was fun. But the middle and ending really fucking boring. After that go eat Old Chang Kee. Nat really wanted to buy bubble tea cause she suddenly want to drink something and bubble tea is her favorite also. Went heeren to search for bubble tea. After reaching the shop, tak jadi. Tempat bau. Haha. Then last resort go cheers she buy red bull and i buy mr freeze. Haha. Thats all. We went home.
Actually i have no money to take bus, so borrowed nat's money and nat gave me her ez-link. Took the bus put the coins. The driver asked for another 30 cents. I say i student. He say see your pass. I say i never bring lah. So instead of pass i gave him my IC. He say 17 where got student. So i tell him i ITE. He say no. So i tap using nat pass. Then apon reaching the interchange. I asked the driver for my 60 cents back. Then he say can. Go Ang Mo Kio. Then he asked me just now you say no pass. But why you tap use pass. I say my Friend's ez-link lah. Then he say he want to confiscate. Fuck sak. so i scold him "fuck you and the government" den walk off. Hahaha. If i see him outside. I sure kick his ass. And thats a promise.
But nvm lah. As long i spent a good time with my sayang. Haha

Thats all

The JackAss fucking off

Hope We Are Okay

2005-03-08T18:35:00.000+08:00

Just finish talking to my sayang on the phone..We had some problems..But now we are abit okay..Not totally okay..Im really sorry sayang if i change and i hurt you..i really love and this love come straight from my heart..I dont want anything to happen..
Ive change
ive hurt you
ive been ignorant
Im so sorry
I really love you alot
Plz forgive me
I know i make alot of mistake
And dun want to repeat the same mistake over and over again

I love you sayang..and i hope you feel it too

Thats all
The JackAss Fucking with sorrow

Yahoo..did my new skin on my own

2005-03-08T15:01:00.000+08:00

Hahaha..change atleast 3 skins today..but this blogskin is my favorite..This skin shows the bad side of me..haha..anyway my nick have change to danny the jackass coz i will make a jackass movie one day..hahaha..
Today going to watch the sports hits at choa chu kang stadium..den after dat going business appointment..anyone interested plz tag me..coz if u want to make money and if u like money..join me and my company..we will set an appointment for u with my boss..im serious..one of my fren..23 years old..is now driving ferrari...and earning atleast 10k USD per month..his filthy rich..hahaha..i wanna be like him..To make money..we should start from young..So i hope you guys are interested..We are not the salesman who sell the product..Theres the supplier to distributor to the salesman to the customer....we are the distributor..so we are not doing any hard work..You just put in 1% effort and we put in 99% effort for you..Just ask two of ur frenz..family members to work under you..haha..and you can start making money

I love natasha nadia alot..miss her..

Thats all

The JackAss fucking off

Crying in the dark

2005-03-07T05:03:00.000+08:00

I made a mistake..i kow you are angry..i understand if you hate me right now..i hope you accept my apology. I know its difficult to accept my apology..Cause guys only know how to make mistake and say fucking sorry. Thats the problem with guys..
Everyone is not perfect..So theres a mistake in everyone..and the only thing they could do is by saying sorry..Sorry is a small word but have a big meaning..by saying sorry it does show that the person knew their mistake..Theres no other thing they could do..Money cant buy happiness..Expensive stuff dont show sincerity..Show what should i do now..I really need help from god right now..so GOD help me..
Im sorry i did not call you when im with my friends..i sorry i forget bout you..Im sorry if i make you upset..im sorry if i am not perfect..im sorry in whatever mistake i have done..And i hope you accept my apology..I love you and only you..you are important to me..

I love you alot

Danny Crying Alone

KEPALA BUTO

2005-03-05T14:41:00.000+08:00

EH KEPALA BUTO..KAU JGN NAK STEP BESAR AH..DULU HIDUNG AKU DARAH..AKU KENE KEPONG AH CHIBAI..KAU TRY SORANG2 AND KENE KEPONG NGAN MEMBERS AKU AH..CAKAP BIAR PAKAI OTAK..MAK BAPAK KASI DUIT PEGI SKOLAH BUAT APER? MAKAN PUKI PELACUR..KAU JANGAN NAK KUTOK MATAIR AKU AH..CARIK KEJE LAIN AH..JUAL MAK KAU NYER PUKI LAGI MUAI..JAGAN NAK BEBUAL SMARANG KAT SINI..KAU BEBUAL BYK BESAR KAT SINI..NAMER SENDIRI TAK PANDAI NAK BILANG.. KAU SKOLAH CIKGU TAK AJAR TULES NAMER..BESOK ASAL NAK JUMPE KAT HMV..JUMPE AH KEPALA BUTO..KOL 7 - 10..TIME APER SAK KAU BOBUAL..KOL 7 AH BABE KEPALA BUTO..MAK KAU DAH KENE MAEN NGAN AKU

DANNY FUCKING OFF ANGRILLY

Fuck Up People Should Be Kill

2005-03-04T14:50:00.001+08:00

Whoever is trying to break me and Nat up is just fucking wasting their time. Seriously. If you feel jealous because we are both an item, that is just stupid. Why us not other couple. Think before you say something. Have you ever feel that you are stupid. And one more thing LIN. Whoever you are, just fuck off from my fucking tag and life. Cause i really feel sorry for you. Is it maybe you don't have any boyfriend or you are just fucking ugly retard person which no one wants. If you feel hurt, i am sorry. Cause you shouldn't make stories about me making out with you. I don't even know you. I have never kiss you. I have never hug you. I have never love you. So just fuck off. Anyway, show yourself first if you are some daring person to make story. If you are not, Fuck off.

Anyway guys, sorry for not updating. Busy guy. With work, my sayang and making big bucks. Today met my sayang because i never had time alone with her for quite some time. I love you Natre. Hahaha. Wah. My sayang dah ader blog. I can't wait to go ITE to see the hot babes there. Hahaha. Just kidding. The ONLY hot babe that i will look at is my sweetheart Natasha. But if she flirts with some hunks at her new school. You better watch out. I will kick your butt till it is fucking large. So there is no panties your size. Hahaha.

Things have change ever since we are together
But my love for you won't change
Things are different now
But my love for you is not different
We feel something is wrong
But I am not wrong for loving you
We shall be together forever
Till one of us go back to GOD
Love and miss you alot

Thats all. Danny fucking off

Work, work , Chin Gay

2005-02-21T11:04:00.000+08:00

Hi, sorry for not updating dis past few days. Been working lately to make money of coz. Anyway, work was great. My work is damn relaxing. I can sleep flat there. Because mine work is at the tobacco department. While my friend were at the cigarette maker department. Hahaha, pity u guys. Tomorrow gonna start work again, morning shift. Sianz.
On Saturday Natasha, razali and I went town for the main occasion "Chin Gay". We decide to meet at Suntec at 4 pm. That morning i just came back from work. So i go for a sleep for while. Den woke up at 3.30pm. Shit i was damn late. Surely nat and raz would be angry. Haha. Reach suntec at 5pm. Dey were pissed off at first but 5 mins later they were ok. We took 700A to town but we have to dropped at newton circus road cause orchard road is closed. Haha. have to walk to orchard road.
Natasha was nagging and nagging coz she could not see the chin gay parade clearly coz she was not tall. Haha. So nat decided to sit at the on top of the rubbish bin. Haha. She was damn cute. But you know wat. After she had a clear view. She was not watching at the chin gay parade. She was looking at people walking by. She kept nagging coz she could not see, but after having a clear view she look at people. Nat, nat. hahaha. But she was really really cute on top of the rubbish bin. I love you sweetie pie. Hahaha. The parade started to bore me so we decided to go home. Actually we want to meet my sister because she went out with taufik batisah. Im serious. Very serious. Sorry gals Taufik batisah is interested in my sis. Hahaha. Too bad. Reach home at 12+pm

Ok jerks i will stop here before all the taufik fans kill me. Haha.
I will try to update if im free k guys.
Bye

Danny fucking off to hide from taufik fans

Another Day Of Loneliness

2005-02-16T13:49:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Today Natasha have to go somewhere coz her aunty marry. Im bored at home. So decided to call Ken whether he wants to play pool with me. Lucky he can go out. So meet him a lucky plaza. Eat first coz both of us are really hungry. Its been a long time since the both of us go out together. Just remembering the history can make us laugh. Then after eating we went to play pool. I am so happy tat i won a lot of games. No luck for you ken. Hahaha. Maybe some other time. Afetr playing pool, we decided to walk around town. Chill around. We talk about our life. But mostly it was ken who talk bout his life. Den while walking there was an indocafe booth. They were giving free coffee. We drank 4 cups. Ken start to feel a bit high. Maybe he couldnt take too much coffee. Haha. Eating old chang kee. Ken makan macam baby seh. Muke comot sak. I wanted to go Far East Plaza. After dat we decided to take the train home. We were laughing and laughing in the train. Haha. Stupid jokes.
Anyway..thanx Ken for going out with me. Really have fun. That is what i have been doind today. Tomorrow start working liao. fuck.

That's all

Danny fucking off

B.E.A.utiful Day

2005-02-15T15:37:00.000+08:00

Woke up. My sayang sms me. So happy coz shes not going to school. So i ask her to celebrate v'day with me. First we plan to go sentosa. But too late liao. So decided to go riverside. Firstly i fetch her at her house. Wish her v'day. Den suddenly I bring out a rose. She was shock. Den while walking. I ask her a question that would change our future. I ask "Will you accept if i ask you to be my girlfren?" Then five minutes later she say she accept. I was damn happy. My heart was jumping up and down. I gave a a hug and kiss. Today was the happiest, craziest and the most lovely day.
We took 190 coz we tot the bus could bring us to Suntec. But we end up at China Town. Haha. Took 190 again and drop at peninsula. Ate and went straight to riverside. We sat beside the merlion. The breeze was perfect. We had our laugh, our wish our sweet talk and everything there is beautiful. Then went to esplanade coz she wanted to buy strawberry dip in pure chocolate. Haha. Den we went suntec. Meet my sis coz nak mintak duit eventhough dah ader duit. Haha. Den when coffee bean to chill down. After that pegi hotel maner ntah just to ride the elevator. Haha..ended up in the 3rd story only. Coz needed a card to use the elevator. Haha. After that she decided to went home. Chill in the park for awhile just to have a chat.

Even-though the day is not expensive. We had the greatest time. The most important thing that matters is our love for each other. Sayang i wlll always be there for you. Thanx for the letter. That is really sweet. Muackz. Love you.
That's all i think.

Danny fucking off

Valentine's Day

2005-02-14T13:03:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is a big day for lovers, husband and wife, couples, classmate, secret admirer and ME. But actually everyday is valentine's day. Everyday should be special for love ones. Even our parents. But which jerk would buy their parents a valentine's gift. Haha. Just wish them happy valentine's day is enough. But tomorrow is really a special day for me. I can't tell you guys what is it. Maybe tomorrow i will tell you all. Haha. I wanna wish you all valentine's day. Especially to my sayang, Natasha Nadia Without her my life would not be brightened up. She turn my life around. The person that can make my heart beat faster and slower. The warm kiss and the comfortable hug is what i need from her right now. But she's miles apart from me. An hour without her is like a million years without her. Missing her can just make me cry. But absence makes the heart goes fonder. Natasha you are the last person that i will love. The love we had is precious that we should treasure. No one can change that fact. I had a little poem for you Sayang

We had our first kiss while we were together
We always say that we were meant to be
But we broke up just for the better
Because the love in us just want to be free

We did not talk to each other since the pain
We really treat each other as enemy
I started to talk to you again
And we only wanted to be happy

1 day,
We confess that we like each other
And the like easily change to love
I know we will be together
Thanks to our dear god above

From now onwards i promise to be with you
And i promise always to be true
Now we will lock the love in our heart
So that we would not be apart

I love you Natasha..i will always do
Happy Valentine's day to you my love

that's all

Danny fucking off

Alone Without Her

2005-02-14T06:28:00.000+08:00

Nothing much going to happen. Going to be alone at home. Hope im with her rite now. Going to be staring at my computer all day long. Play my xbox. Listen to stupid music. Call my sayang. Staring at the square box. That is what i am goin to do today. Can get mad here. ARGH!! So bored!! If i were rich. I would buy anything that can make me happy. But being with Natasha is better. Money can't buy love. That is what everyone say.

I have nothing to write. Gonna tell you about yesterday. Natasha, Razali and I went to town planning to watch the movie screening. But change plan. Coz no mood. We came early. We reach town around 3.45pm. So we have lunch at lucky plaza and we played pool. Razali is getting really good in playing pool. Nat just sat down and watch us play. Tak sporting ah nat. Den we went to the youth park. Crowded with couples and Mak Rape. Haha. Den we met ken, ravi, nurul and afiq. While chilling down, there is this guy named kevin make trouble with ken. He start threatening ken. Nak kasi ken takot???? Haha.. jangan harap ken gentar ah. Eventhough he look cute. Dier punye garang. Fooh. Then they all lepak at Mc Cafe Lido. Kiter pon join ah bcoz we were at Mc donald Lido. Den ken's group and mine split up. They went to suntec. We went to the movie screening. Datang je movie nak kat abes. Never mind. Razali take pictures with Radio Dj. Cool. Den we went home coz Nat tak boleh balik lambat sangat.

Yesterday eventhough takde mood sangat, my friends really cheer me up. Thanx raz, ken, ravi, nurul, afiq and especially my sayang Natasha. Love you alot Natasha.

My finger hurts. So i stop here

Danny fucking off

Chilling Right Now

2005-02-14T05:24:00.000+08:00

Just hate fighting. Make me feel lousy, angry. Just hate all that. I will not fight over stupid things anymore. Afiq, please don't kutok about my education. Didn't you feel bad when you said that. It makes me feel very low. I just hate that feeling. Just forget about the past and move on. Natasha and I will be happy if we stop fighting and be friends. I don't mind if you hate me. But i don't want to fight anymore. I just want to be happy with Natasha. Nothing else matters to me. I hope those who are angry or hate me just keep on hating me if you want, but i know my life with Natasha would not be disturb anymore.

Natasha i am sorry if my mood is different or i did not make you happy yesterday. I love you alot. But yesterday was just not our day.

That's all

Danny fucking off

Curious

2005-02-13T03:24:00.000+08:00

I know you all are wondering why the fuck i chose this blogskin. Firstly i really love Avril Lavigne. Her songs are really good and meaningful. Her way of dressing are cool. She is not like the big fake tits Britney Spears or that bitchy slut Christina Aguilera. She is just a simple girl with fuck up life too. I love all her songs especially complicated, don't tell me and skater boy.

So STOP wondering why this fucking hamdan chose this blogskin. Haha

Danny fucking off

Can't Wait For Today

2005-02-13T02:31:00.000+08:00

Gd morining everyone. Hope you all have a nice sleep last night bcoz today is Saturday. The day we all shud enjoy. Today i am going to youth park to watch the perfect 10 movie screening. They are showing the movie "50 first Date". Bringing Natasha my sayang along. But Razali and Ridzuan will be joining us.
Hope could meet ken. Coz i have not seen him for a long time. Only the celebration in west spring i see him for awhile. Little cute baby Ken. Sorry Ken. You are really cute. So see ya later baby gator. Haha. Oh shit. I dunno wat to wear today. I will just wear wat i normally wear. T-shirt and My favorite Levi's. Haha. Well Natasha. I will be welcoming you into my life today. Hope you accept me to be ur guy. I trust you. Love you. Need you. Want you. Miss you. Can't live without you. So my life is nothing without you. Only an angel can replace you. No one else. So i will pray to GOD and make me and you last forever. And i hope there is no fuck up people who try to break us up.
Well i will pray for ken and nurul to be forever too. Hope you 2 are alritez. Reeya and danial. Ridzuan and mardiana. Atiqah and hilmi. Mostly everyone. Haha. Am i nice to pray for you all. Thank me when you see me. Hahaha.

So that's all Dudez. Chaoz

Danny fucking off

Bout my sayang.

2005-02-12T10:44:00.000+08:00

I am going to tell u guys bout my sayang.

Firstly. I knew her in sec 1. I had my first kiss with her when we went steady. Its we are damn childish last time. She was damn cute last time. Den life went on. We lost contact since den. We were like enemies. I really hate her last time. Step maner nyer lawa tapi memang lawa pon. But dier suke carik pasal. Memang Mean. Den last year. I lepak2 with ridzuan carl semua. Den nat ader. Time tu Kiter tak bebual. We start to be close when i decided to go prom night. She choose my shirt for me. I chose her dress. All the accessories I chose for her. Haha. i like to play juon with her. Den after like wan patch with mar. And farah told me tat she dun like me straight to the point. I , nat and raz start to become very close. Everytime im with nat. I will be happy. So i start developing feelings for her. I remember 1 night at 3 am. we confess tat we like each other. Nat was damn blushing. haha.

Natasha is an easy going girl. Hack care. Fun loving gal. I love her the way she is rite now. Eventhough we haven stead. We like attached already. But i will ask her 1 day. Just wait nat. Jgn marah2 lagi. Nanti muke burok. Anyway whoever try to break us up. Im sorry u cant. haha.. Love u nat..miss u alot too

Thats all

Danny Fucking off

Friday

2005-02-12T10:20:00.000+08:00

Cant wait for tomorrow. Cant wait to see Natasha My sayang. Shes the one for me. I love you Nat

Anyway. Today I fell so bored at home alone. On the phone with nat. Talk bout our history. Really interesting. Today i feel like going out. But without my sayang, i will feel bored. I just cant be at home. Just have nothing to do here. Haiz. But i hope tomorrow will be the best day ever. Haha.

Just to tell you what happen last few days. Last tuesday went back to west spring. The kong xi raya celebration was damn boring. Den we went to razali's house to watch VCD. Razali sister was damn cool and out going. After that nat felt sleepy so we decided to go home. I sent her home. We chill at the playground for awhile coz we wanted to chat.

But last saturday was the best. We were damn wild. Firstly. I, Nat and Raz went to meet Ridzuan and Mardiana. But suddenly Mardiana wanted to go home. She say HUDA got problem. Everytime we went out together mesti ader problem. But wan told me that mar lied. Coz she dun like going out with us. Is like last time. Dier yang nak kluar ngan kiter sangat before patching wiyj wan. Now she like ignoring us. Fuck up Girl. Den kalau ader problem ngan wan baru nak pegi kat kiter. Nangis sini nangis sane. Takde gado buat hal sendiri. Macam cibai sak. Dulu step tak nak ridzuan.Saper jugak patch. Cibai sak. I can kill her anytime sak. Naseb nat ader tau. suroh aku chill. Mar kalau u buat gini lagi. Hidup u tak senang lah. Ckp je dah turn over a new leaf. FUCK YOU LAH. Geram sak bebual pasal mar. Back to my story. After dat we went to play arcade. Left the three of us only. Den we chill at a cafe. We bought some nice drinks. And went home. Reach home bout 1 am. Mak tak marah. Naseb. HAHAH. Anyway..Wan kalau kau kasi mar control kau..tu namenye mar queen of control. Mar u just sec 3. Blom tgk the real life yet. Lain kali kalau ader problem. Jangan carik kiter. Huda kan ader. HUda ader problem boleh tolong. You got problem asal tak nak huda tolong. puki bacin.

I cant write anymore. Im just damn angry

Danny fucking off

Ok..i will start bloggin again

2005-02-12T03:38:00.000+08:00

hi everyone. I will start bloggin from today onwards..So do tag me if u are free.

Nothing Much happen today. Coz my syg cannot go out today. But yesterday was fun. I, Nat and razali were planning to go merlion. But suddenly we change our mind. Raz wanted to play arcade. So let him be. You noe something, Raz is an arcade maniac. Haha. I and Nat went to play pool at lucky plaza. Sayang..yOU ARE GETTING BETTER and better playing pool. After that Nat and raz have some conflicts. Stupid fights. Den raz went different ways..He took the train and went home.I and nat of coz. I sent her home. But we lepak at the playground for awhile. I cannot wait for saturday. Something good is going to happen. Haha. Nat just wait and see.

Thats all i tink..

Danny fucking off